Operant / Seer: DD

Incense: Frankincense and Myrrh
Weather: Overcast & Cool

Start: 10:50 p.m. PDT

Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos
LBRP
LBHex
Purification & Consecration

Declaration of Intent
Samekh
1st Call of the Aethyrs
Fundamental Obesance
2nd Call of the Aethyrs
Spirit Angles
Call of the Aethyr – ZOM

11:36 p.m. PDT

ZOM, ZOM, ZOM, show me your visions, ZOM…
I see an eye peaking up over (what looks like) draped, dark fabric that could be the night sky, I see a large beast of a man, I get the impression he looks like the Incredible Hulk, then charges (bent over) on all four feet, stops, looks up and points up, above me is a ring of light, it almost has the feel of a crest of a wave, the walls surrounding (me) are circular and appear like water (below the crest of a wave), I see what looks like a cup, but then it’s a lot squatter and it may actually be a like a stool or chair, (it is) white with gold intricately laced pattern on it (the outside), I saw an image of a man (laying down) with a book over his face sleeping,

ZOM, ZOM, ZOM, ZOM…
I look down (what looks like) a pathway, I may be looking straight up, at first there was a door, but then the pathway extended up, It is square, (made of) rock on all four sides, above is a light, I am actually ascending the square tunnel upwards into the light,
Whoa…, as I pass through the light [*1*], I can feel it in my physical body as it moves from the top of my head down through my body (to my feet), I look around and it is like flowing light, I would say like water, but it is more (solid) like fabric that is being pulled, there is a round black disc I am looking at, it could easily be an eyeball

I look within the disc, now the center opens up almost like a mouth and out of it comes faint images of wagons, pulled by horse, with people (in them), I looked into the eye and it was like the swirling (image) of a galaxy around the center

(I am now) in a tube of water, as if I am surfing (a large wave), I ended up going through an eye looking down at another eye, I look around and it is night time, there are dark clouds overhead, I seem to be up in the clouds, I seem to be on (the surface of) the water, there is a boat coming at me, it is night time, I can see the darkness of my shadow (on top of the water, in the direction of) the boat, at the bottom of the boat, at the water level, was a head of a man (his body tied to) the bottom the boat, (only his head is seen), As I look back at the boat, after it passes, I see what looks like a large tree or log, (being pulled) behind it,

ZOM, ZOM, ZOM, show me your visions, ZOM…
I see a temple in front of me, there was a large (statue) of a woman (on the front of the temple), there was several women, a group of six or eight, walking out (from a doorway on the right side of the statue) on a pathway, all dressed in Roman clothes, (loose and flowing togas), then the image on the temple change to that of a carved phallus, it is as if the two testicles are pulled apart, it was as if (the testicles) were more like a fertilized egg splitting in two, the opening between (splitting) testicles now becomes a vagina, I look through (the open vagina), and I see a person laying sideways, (but) I only see its eye, (the eye) is green

Whoa, looking through the vagina (like I was looking through a window), it looks as though I am flying, or it’s flying over a body of water with some swamp land around it, and all of a sudden the vagina shuts

I see somebody sitting in a chair, on either side of the chair going up is what looked like tires, but is probably a dark black wood, the person I saw may have been more like a mummy, decomposed with his skin still on it, <I need to get rid of my ego> I look down upon to top of the head of either a statue or a man, it almost appears like there are three of them, the two on the sides are taller then the one in the middle, the middle (person) may be a child,

I see a face, almost looks like a woman, very long hair, like an afro (in style), I do not see her body, (only) her face,

I saw the vagina again and it looked like there was something pushing its way our of the middle, it might have been the face that I saw earlier,

Again I am looking through an opening at a scene, and it closes, it is almost like I am inside the birth canal looking out, or getting glimpses looking out, and as it (the opening) closes, it takes on the appearance of lips, female lips,

I see an ornate couch in a corner and upon the back of it, in the flat (space between the couch and the) corner, is a small vase or glass and in it is a white rose,
I am back in Space and I see (the back of the head of a woman), long (hair), very tight curled, red haired

Show yourself!
I see a mask coming at me, around it is yellow light, almost like fire, as the mask falls away, there is a figure inside, sitting, maybe with a child (on her lap),

What is your name? Speak clearly that I might hear you. What is your name?
“I am O-Saw-Na”
The way that I am hearing her (voice is different then I usually hear when scrying) I usually hear out of my left ear, from right side (going) to the left (almost as if in a wave pattern), (her voice is heard going the opposite direction) going from the left side to the right.

O-Saw-Na, what are your attributes here within this Aethyr?
Speak clearly that I might hear you. What are your attributes here?
“I am the one that sees to the needs of those that come”

O-Saw-Na, am I in need? Can you assist me? Please answer me, am I in need of your assistance?
“No”

Your answer was “No”, is that correct?
“Yes” <I verified that because the way that I am hearing it is the opposite way that I am normally hear our of my left ear> (Normally “Yes” answers flow to the left and “No” answers flow to the right, but her response is reversed)

So, I am not of need, others that come here that you assist, could you give me examples of their needs, and how you assist them?
“I direct them to the place that they Are” <as in, I direct them to be fully here>
“There are many that come that are not fully here”
“They require assistance that I provide”
“They do not get pass without my assistance”
“Those that come here, need to be fully here”
“Those that do not accept my assistance, do not progress”
“They do not climb higher”
“They do not go on”

O.K.
Do you have any other attributes here within this Aethyr?
“No”

Just to clarify, you said that I am not in need of assistance from you. Is that correct?
“Yes”

Do you have any words of wisdom for me, that I might take with me?
“No”

Are there any visions, within this Aethyr, that you feel I should see, that might benefit me?
“Yes”

Could you please show me those visions now?
“Yes”

Thank you for your time.
“Yes”
I see the head of a man, I just see down to his neck, an older man, white curly hair, (from) the middle of his nose down to his chin is gaping open, but there is nothing but blackness there, and I saw his face close down, like his jaw (closing) and fill in his missing (features)

Sir, what is your name? Please speak clearly that I might here you. What is your name, Sir?
There is no answer

ZOM, ZOM, ZOM, ZOM, show me your visions…
I see a misty person, female, naked, (she is) pulling up (with both hands) on a bar or something like a stick, almost as if (she) is sitting up on something and driving with that (bar),

What is your name? Speak clearly that I might here you.
When I asked that ladies name, I got a distinct image of nose and then of a man’s face

What is your name, Sir?
“No”

All right “No”, what are your attributes here?
There is no answer.

As I look up, it appears as if I am underwater, but there is Space around the sides of me, above me is a great light, lighting up the surface of what appears to be water, As I break through the water [*2*] and go up above, it is almost as if I have flown above the clouds, and in the center (of the clouds) is a bright ball of light, the clouds around me seem to be circling around it at a slow rate

I see a…, I don’t know how to describe it, it is like a stone or possible the earth but much bluer, but much…, (the color) is a really, really dark turquoise, not turquoise, but (like a dark royal blue), there appears to be like fingers opening and closing around it, (they are) more like that of a Venus fly trap, It was a brilliant, brilliant blue, not that of a gem, but that of a stone, above me appears another grouping of people, it appears like a man with wings, angelic like, flowing behind them is a sparkling trail of light, it was as if he was carrying another person underneath him, with his arms, and let him go, I look for the other person and I find myself on a pathway, possibly in a hallway, on either side maybe other people?, but they are all kind of molded together, I see on the in front of me, an image carved in stone, of a king, his crown is very prominent in the picture, (the picture of him) with his head slightly (angled) down, as I look closer, I see that the king’s body has now become a skeleton

I see an image of another being wearing a different, smaller crown, sitting,
Whoa…, I look up and there is Space around me and I am flying up (by) a column, the top of (the column) spreads out, like a platform, again, there appears to be like a ceiling, there is Space all around on each side, this ceiling is more solid, I broke through [*3*] and now I find myself within a crater or an extinct volcano, it seems like I have gone down further into the Earth, there are caves,

I look down and there is almost a bright, green glowing swamp, in the center is a round blue, brilliant blue ball, sitting in (the swamp), and all of this is underground, I seem to (now) be following a stream, it is actually still water (that I follow, and on the edge of it), I see that there is a stream flowing down, the water has the hues of green, as like algae or moss (but glowing), (there is something) under the water, I grab it, it is almost spear like, on the top is like a fleur-de-ley, but many points coming our of it, the top of it was actually quit large before, it has closed in upon itself and gotten small, it now appears to have a glowing ball in the top of it,

I (now) appear to no longer have it in my hand, it has moved off to my left side

ZOM, ZOM, ZOM, show me your visions…
I see an eye, it blinks, it appears to be an eye of a beast, but then the skin around the eye become clouded like smoke, the beast looking like a wolf the turned into what looked like a hippo, before it turned into smoke,
I see a figure someone sitting, white robed, a little bit translucent

What is your name? Please speak clearly that I might hear you.
“I am Ann”
“I am here to guide you”
“You must follow what I tell you”
“You must obey what I say”

You said your name was Ann, is that correct?
“Yes”

In a previous vision…, Have I talked to you in a previous Aethyr before, Ann?
“No”

Is your name pronounced Ann or is it On?
“Ann”

What guidance can you provide for me Ann?
“You must travel the streams of gold”
“You must carry the weight of the stone”

Is this stone, the blue round stone that I have seen several time?
“Yes”

And where must I carry this stone?
“You must carry it to the heart of the light”
“You must put it into the light and see its beauty”
“You will know the way when you see it”

So, I must follow the streams of gold to find the stone, is that correct?
“Yes”

Once I have found the stone, I must bear the weight of it and take it to the light, correct?
“Yes”

And put it in the center of the light, so that I might behold its beauty?
“Yes”

Once I find the blue stone, how do I find the light? Where do I look for that?
“It will be there”

Ann, before I go I must ask, what are your attributes here within this Aethyr?
“I guide those that need it”

Do you have any other attributes here?
“No”

Do you have any words of wisdom for me?
“No”

Thank you for your time and for your direction. I shall follow through with it.
To which way might I find these streams of gold?
“You have found them”

I see streams of what appears to be gold flowing down a hill, it is dark, as if it is in the shade or night time, and as I go further down, it appears that it is underground, the further it goes down, the darker it gets, I am in a cave looking at the stream running down the side, as it goes down, it goes through an opening, I follow through, the opening is triangular in shape, the point at the top, the point are actually rounded, as I am over the flowing gold, I see something come off from my right, into the stream of gold, and be absorbed into it, it was kind of metallic, it was almost shaped like a computer mouse, but larger, <I am seeing different images, let me get back to the…>

I am seeing images of gray clouds overhead, swirling violently, and coming out of them are like meteorites falling to the Earth with flaming trails behind them, ahead of me I see a winged creature, a female,

What is your name?
“I am On-Near”

Is that correct? Is your name On-Near?
“No”

Could you please tell me your name clearly, that I might hear it?
“I am On-Na-Near”

On-Na-Near, is that correct?
“Yes”

On-Na-Near, what are your attributes here?
“I watch the end as it comes”
She is actually watching the violent clouds overhead, she now appears to be up on a mountain or hill (watching), all of a sudden the sky clears away and there is blue sky, (the clouds) are blown off to the right side,

I see a tunnel, (coming) out of it…, I see an image come out of that tunnel, I am (now) back above the golden stream flowing underground, through a tunnel, I am going through a circular and jagged (tunnel), it started out triangular in shape and then it changed into a more natural (stone looking) jagged (sides) of the tunnel, (the golden stream) splits (in two), I take the left hand side, ahead of me…is that it?, I find the blue stone in the water, as I pick it up, it is smaller then what I had seen before, roughly the size of a cantaloupe, and as I pick it up, I float apparently above myself as I see myself pulling it (close) to my body and then, the body that I see shoots down the stream of gold, I see various images…

ZOM, ZOM…
I see somebody holding something, a (stand made of brass), in it is a large egg, slightly bigger then an ostrich egg, in my hands I hold the (blue) stone, I take the egg out of the stand and put the (blue) stone there (in it), and I break the egg over the stone. The contents of the egg spread like liquid over the stone and then (covers it completely and combines with it) to form a bright (ball of) light, it is (now) almost as if the stand and the (ball of) light start vibrating really fast, it has a glow to it, and then it disappears

ZOM, ZOM, ZOM…
The images (I am seeing) all appear to be underground, little bit dark, I saw what appeared to be a spoon coming at me, or a shovel, within it, looking down (at it) it appeared much larger, there was a figure inside, I almost would identify it as a fairy looking figure, I am seeing some bright light over head through tunnel, I am going to go through the tunnel, but there is a flow of people or things pushing back against me on the left hand side, …now I am moving forward again, it is almost as if the floor is a stream, it is as if it is solid and moving forward, I can look ahead and see a light, but there is a shield of darkness that (has the shape of) a parachute, <let me see if I can draw one of my swords> I cut at the darkness (with my sword) and it disappears, again I am looking up at water, there is a bright light (above the watery surface) and it take the shape of a vagina, and then takes the shape almost like the center of a solar system, gaseous clouds surround it, there is some wispy clouds blowing around, it might be an entity, on my left hand side, lets see if it is still there…, I see an image of a horses head, but it is more like a mask, (the head of the horse is) pulled off, it looks to be picture carved into stone of a king and queen, and as I look their heads collapse in upon themselves, the particles of the stone fly out from just (a point on) the top of their heads, and fly off to each side.

ZOM, ZOM, ZOM, show me your visions! ZOM…
I see the head of a fox, it is on the left side of me and it is kind of pointing to the right and up, I look up and there is like a layer of ceiling again, looking more like a jellyfish, a glowing center, as I pass through it [*4*], it is very moist and sticky, I am now in Space, I was on top of a tower, but the tower blew away and left something…, almost looks like a large lantern, large enough to fit a human inside, again there is a figure off to my left hand side, kind of wispy, it appears to be walking away,

What is your name? Speak!, clearly that I might hear you.
“I am the wispy one”
“I carry the wisp of light and life”
“I carry what you desire”

How do I acquire what I desire, this light?
“You…” and then it smiles, (the figure) is really more androgynous, though (slightly) more like man,

So you carry the light of life within this Aethyr?
“Yes”

And you say that I am in need of what you carry?
“Yes”

That I desire what you carry?
“Yes”

This light of life that you carry, what attributes does it have?
“It is the light of reconciliation”
“It will show the way of opposite poles”
“It will combine them into one”
“It will elevate the knowing and understanding”
“So that you will see that all is one”
“That all is not and not is all”
“That love is the all and not the one”
“That the light is all and the giver of life”

How do I partake of this light? Is it something that you simply give me?
“No”

How might I acquire this light that I desire?
There is no answer

Show yourself to me.
I see a figure in front of me, I see snakes around it

Show yourself to me!
Now I see the wispy figure

How do I acquire the light that you carry?
“You must first infuse the light within”

And is this light that I must infuse within, is this the light that was created with the combination of the stone, earlier, and the egg full of light, that I saw?
There is no answer

Answer me so that I might hear you. Is this of the stone and the egg that I previously saw?
“Yes”

So, I must take that light within me?
“Yes”

But you are the bearer of that light, correct?
“Yes”

Where do I find this light?
They say in a low voice “It is within”

So, this light that I created from the stone and the egg, it is all ready within me?
“No”

You said that is was all ready within, does that mean that it is within you?
“No”

What then is this light, within?
Speak clearly that I might hear your! What is this light in? How might I find it?
“It is within the locks of gold”
“It is within the ways of wonder”
“It is found within this Aethyr”
“It is among us now”

And once I find this light, do I simply pull it into my body?
“Yes”

That is all that I need to do?
“Yes”

You say that this light is within this Aethyr and that it is close to me now?
“Yes”

Is it something that I can see from where I am at?
“Yes”
I look around and off to my right hand side…

Off to the right hand side appeared to be almost like a cage or an oven, upon opening it, a ball or orb came out of it and I grabbed it with my hands, and I thrust it into my chest, it sent waves of energy through my physical body, I saw what appeared to be an elephant coming toward me, and on its back was a pad or pillow, and on that pillow was a crown, which I took down and placed upon my head, on the front of the crown was a fleur-de-ley, I looked over the landscape, as I floated up, it all shrank down, as if items within that landscape where combining with each other

I look around, it is hard to describe…, there is Space on the sides, overhead is another ceiling, As I look around, I have the feeling of being omni-present, but also the feeling of not being, it is almost as if the ceiling or surface of the ceiling either came crashing down or whatever land (that was) below came up, I could see stone buildings crashing up against (the ceiling), and I was pushed up and through it [*5*], it was a black material, and I still have the feeling of floating without form, of not being, wow… off to the left hand side was a mist and looking into that mist I saw an image of (an open) door, it was as if I was looking (into) a memory, and then I flew past that. <laugh> I am just floating around ecstatic, or non-ecstatic, I see that hand of something or someone waving me towards them

I am still just floating around being ecstatic and non-ecstatic, being and not being, I am not sure if there is anyone more that I need to speak to here, it is as if my not-being is omni-present, but almost above the beings that are here, that they would not have any information for me that is not all ready a part of me

Wow…, I have a really omni-present feeling, I see scenes, as I look down at people walking over cobble stone and they don’t see me, It is hard to describe the feeling, I am almost seeing and knowing everything but not really caring, (the knowledge) being a part of my being, and not external knowledge,
I see a being, kind of lizard-like, but humanoid, he looks a little mad, it is not that he even sees me or knows that I am there, something flew overhead and behind it was a sparkling mist of white light, and as that mist past through me, it is exhilarating, it was exhilarating, but it does not matter

<laughs> There is nothing within this Aethyr that I need to talk to or see <laughs> I can’t describe it, I don’t really want to leave just yet, but everything here is almost as if it is a part of my being and I all ready know (it all), <laughs> How do I leave this?…, I am still just floating around seeing different images, a lot of it is in the dark of Space, <laughs> I should probably try and bring myself back into my body.

I feel the weight of the crown upon my head, I get the impression that I should take to crown off before coming back to my body, I have the crown in my hands and I am looking for a place to put it, I do not see a place (to put it), so I simply tuck it into the side of my cloak, or clothes, (on my left side), I still have the feeling (of being) omni-present, but that seems to be slightly fading, I don’t know… (maybe?),

I have brought myself back to a stream as I am trying to put back within this Aethyr, but (now) it is still as if I am floating…,

Whoa…It is almost as if I was being pulled, possibly back to my body, but I was then going through a tunnel, a round tunnel, light colored, It is like I went up and through another layer or something [*6*], I see a planet as a white light comes from the left hand side around it and (the planet) becomes a globe of white light, and I guess, (just) disappears, I think I am slowly coming back to the Aethyr, or being within the Aethyr (in my body of light),

I see a hillside that seems to be lined with people (sitting and standing), but it was almost as if some of them where ghost inhabiting skulls (and skeletons), it is hard to describe…,
I see a stream again, I seem to be pulling back away from that,

All right….
At this time I will pull myself back into my body

     <grunts with frustration>
    <bangs hand on chair 7 or 8 times>
    <pinches each hand hard!>
    <slaps self hard! three time, alternating sides>
I am back.

LBHex
LBRP
License to Depart
Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos

End: 12:57 a.m. PDT

Notes:

Omni-Present experience <52:35> through <1:06:19> of the vision.
Total time: 13:44

[*6*] trips through barriers

Afterwards:

I notice that my crystal ball, left on the alter for the working, had been "cleansed" and was clear and sparkling with energy.

My crown chakra was wide open, and I was higher then a kite.
I did not sleep until 7:00 a.m. the next morning.