Operant / Seer: DD

Incense: Frankincense and Palo Santo
Weather: Warm

Start: 9:07 p.m. PDT

Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos
LBRP
LBHex
Purification & Consecration

Declaration of Intent
Samekh
1st Call of the Aethyrs
Fundamental Obesance
12 Banners
2nd Call of the Aethyrs
Spirit Angles
Call of the Aethyr – ZID

9:53 p.m. PDT

ZID, ZID…
I see something shining in the center of my vision, then appeared a blurry face that came up close to me, very oval in shape, the shiny thing now appears to be a doorway, with two doors that open outward, with a rounded archway up top, the doors do not go all the way up, so there is a window on top of them, I see walls of the place, there was a texture painted on them and that changed to (look like) blood spattered on them,

ZID, ZID, ZID….
I had the impression that I was under something, it was overhead (flying) leaving a trail of vapor, almost like a (chemical trail) from a jet plane, the trial of vapor was coming from the whole shape of the thing, and not (like on a plane) where the engines would be.
I am (now) in Space, above me is blackness, I saw the claws of what looked like bear claws, but they were extended and long almost like a badger, below the darkness there was the Space, and there was a large glowing spaceship-like thing flying by,

ZID, ZID, show my your ways…
I see something peal open, almost like a (ear) of corn, I look up and there is a glowing figure with a hood on (their head), they are dressed in all white and are glowing

What is your name?
What is your name, sir? Speak clearly that I might hear you.
“I am Tan”

Is your name Tan, spelled T-A-N?
“Yes”

Tan, what attributes do you have here within this Aethyr?
“I am he that carries the soul”

So, in the last Aethyr, I found a being that gave additional light to man if they were deemed worthy, and you say that you carry the soul of man, who do these two work together? Speak clearly that I might hear you.
“The soul of man is what transpires after the flame of God is given”

Could you please explain by what you mean by “transpire”?
“The soul becomes more <or complete>”
“The soul lacks what is given to them before”
“The soul does not understand the dilemma of what it has become”
“The soul must be carried on or loss may happen”

This loss that you speak about, could they happen to lose the fire of God given to them by the previous entity that I talked too?
“No”

Would they perhaps lose the fire of God that they took with them as mortal man?
“Yes”

So, when man takes his place upon the Earthly realm, is it that he is unable to take this other fire of God with him? Or it is he simply loses it in the process?
“He loses it in the process”

Are there men upon the Earthly realm that are able to keep this addition flame or fire of God as they incarnate upon the Earth?
“Yes”

What becomes of these men?
“They carry the Word”

And how often do these men, that incarnate on the Earthly realm with the addition flames of God, appear upon the Earth?
“Every thousand years or more”

Is there currently one of these men on the Earthly realm, incarnated as man?
“No”

Do you know when the next of these special men might incarnate upon the Earth?
“Yes”

Could you please give me that time, in the Earthly years that I know of?
“It will be a ten from now” <which is ten years from now, which would be 2018 e.v.>

Do you know the name of this man that comes on the Earth, ten years from now?
“No”

Do you know the name of the previous man who appeared on Earth, as men might know him, Do you know that name?
“Yes”

Could you please tell me that name?
“Markiel...”

Markiel, is that the correct name that you are telling me?
“No”

Could you please speak more clearly that I might hear you? What is the name of the man who was last incarnated upon the Earth with both flames of God?
Is the first name of this person Marcus?
“No”

Is it Mar-coon-iel?
“Yes”

To which part of the Earthly realm was he born into, which place, which country, which land?
“It was of the Islam”
“It is of the land of the Nile”
“It is where no man can be seen”
“It is the birthplace of those that follow”

I am not familiar with this name. Was this man known by other names upon the Earthly realm?
“Yes”

Do you know these other names that he was known by? Could you please give me at least one?
“It was Ja-hish-ma”

Ja-hish-ma?
“Yes”
“He carried both flames of God”

Was Ja-hish-ma known to many men? Did he have many followers?
“No”

What did Ja-hish-ma teach? What did he do on this Earthly realm?
“He watched sons of man die”
“He waited for the end that never came”
“He was not known”

So, I am to interrupt this that the sons of man were too aggressive and at war with one other for him to walk among them and teach them his teachings?
“Yes”

What become of this Earthly man?
“He died and was re-united with God”
“He is now at home”

Do you have any other attributes within this Aethyr?
“Yes”

Could you please tell me your attributes?
“I carry the soul of man”

Yes, I know you carry the soul of man. Is there anything else that you do within this Aethyr?
“No”

Thank you for your time. Do you have any words of wisdom for me?
“Know that one carries the flame within”
“Know that one cannot be divided”

Is that one’s flame cannot be divided?
“Yes”
“Know that what is carried within is of Him” <God>
“The flame is what connects man to God”
He keeps saying “God is…”

Please speak clearly that I might hear you.
“God is at the heart of all that is”

Thank you for your time sir. At this time I would like to continue exploring the Aethyr.
“O.K.”

I feel as if I am underwater and there is a hand reaching down into the water grabbing something, there are circles around his hand in the water like (ripples), where his hand is reaching down, it is not as if his hand is getting wet. I see a bright light off to my left hand side, I see what appears to be a buggy or horse driven carriage, there is a brightness that stays just off to my left as I turn my head

Show yourself to me.
<Wow…> Another Being of bright light

What is your name? Speak clearly that I might hear you.
“I am T--R” <my HGA>

T--R, are you the angel of my being?
“Yes”

Do you have any words of wisdom for me T--R?
“Know that all is in the right path”
“That you carry the Ra-ode to happiness”
“That you now possess that which you seek”
“That you know the way to your will”
“You carry all that is of God”
“Know that we are one and the same”
“You may call upon me as yourself” <in yourself>
“You are now in complete awareness of all”
“Follow your Will as you see”
“Know that it will not deny you the joy of life”
“You must make the pathway to carry the Will”
“You must continue On”
<he stopped talking>

T--R, could you please be more specific on the direction of my True Will?
“Follow the path that you create”

T--R, Please speak clearly that I might hear you, and please speak in a manner in which I might understand you. What is my True Will?

***[Edited: private message from my HGA]

Does my True Will have more then one pathway that it can follow?
“Yes”

What other pathways of Will might I follow, if I so chose?
“Your Will determines where you go”
“Your Will is what makes the pathways”
“The pathways are not yet united in your being”
“You are to make a way”
“Your way will carry you to the end of what has become”
“What has become is only a beginning”

***[Edited]

How does the religion or philosophy or Law of Thelema interact with my Will and my pathway?
“Thelema is the end”

Could you please explain further by what you mean that “Thelema is the end”?
The end of what?
“Thelema is the end of mans depraving” <deprivation>
“Thelema carries within it the Word of God”

***[Edited]

“The Book of the Law is close to the True teachings of God”
“God is of the nature to agree with the Book of the Law”

Does God agree with the nature of the Bible?
“Yes, but that has been undone”

How has the Bible been undone?
“Man has disputed the teachings and no longer cares”

When you say disputed, do you mean misinterpreted to (mans) own ends?
“No”

Please explain what you mean by that then?
“Man has not followed the writings and it is lost”

T--R, when I was talking to Choronzon within the plane of the Abyss, I had an image of you who had merged with me. Are we together as one at this time?
“No”

At that time, that I was in the Abyss and (saw and image of) you (as being) merged with me, were you merged with me at that time?
“Yes”

From my understanding, it is a goal or what should be done, that we shall merge so that the knowledge of my True Will will be within me.
“Yes”

What steps do I need to take to allow for this merger to happen?
<he does not answer, he just smiles>

So, I should continue upon my path and allow this merge to happen on its own?
“Yes”

T--R, thank you for showing up and giving me your wisdom.
Are there any other words of wisdom that you would have for me, before I depart from this Aethyr?
“No”

I wish to look upon your face, one more time. Could you please show yourself to me?
I saw an image of a tunnel that had oval or egg or ball of light moving through it, and out of it crept a figure of a person, a man, as he stood and pointed forward, possibly into the darkness, he was dressed in dark clothes, it appeared as if dark wings spread out behind him and he flew upwards.

Thank you for your time, T--R

At this time I will bring myself back into my body and depart this Aethyric realm.
I am back

License to Depart

LBHex
LBRP
Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos

End: 10:40 p.m. PDT