Incense: Manila Copal Start: 8:58 p.m. PDT Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos Declaration of Intent 9:40 p.m. PDT I am underwater looking up, there is a light shining down upon the water, radiating around (the surface of the water), the surface was of water, but I am not sure if the surrounding where I am at is of water, I look down and it appeared as Space but now appears as swirling water, circling around a center column, as I am floating down, it is as if the center column has become a mountain surrounded by clouds, the clouds are not moving but they are in a circular (pattern), they are moving now, I look down and the mountain becomes an eye, there is an eyeball that is looking up, the eyelid is completely open, the eye itself is all black, I am in Space, I see above me, going faster then I am, is a cube or a box, I get the impression again that there is a barrier of water above me, as I move through that barrier, it becomes as if it is land with heavy rain falling upon it, I am now looking down at an ocean with the wave coming up onto the shore, I look down and see a beach, there is a steep cliff before me, it is full of vegetation ZAX, ZAX… ZAX, ZAX, Show me your visions!…ZAX,
ZAX… ZAX! I say a tube with something flowing through it, it was what I would describe as a large worm-like thing, when I was close, it looked back, I may have touched it, it looked back at me and then sped off, Out of a circle of bright light, charged a golden brilliantly lit up bull, with large horns, (the horns) were arched as if in a crescent pointing up, ZAX… ZAX… Oh…there I go…I am going
through…, I went into the gaseous swirling hole, bounced through
an eyeball, and continued to go down, I look up and I appear to be under
a large structure, below the structure it is like nighttime, and then
there is a layer of light, and then there is darkness, I look below
me and there is something moving by, it almost had a head of a large
wooly mammoth but no long trunk on it, its body was of mist behind it,
What is your name? Kah-Ca-Zon, what is your attributes
here with this Aethyr of ZAX? And do men also call you Choronzon? Why do you take the form of
a woman dressed in white? In this place, your domain,
what other attributes do you have here? Choronzon, do you have any message
for me? I wish to cross this place.
Would you deny me this? Why would you deny me this crossing? And if I were a fool, would
a crossing be allowed? So you only allow the foolish
to cross your domain? And those that you deem as not
being foolish, what happens to them? So, is it your intent to devour
me? What makes you believe that
you can devour me? Choronzon, are there any visions
within this Aethyr that you believe I should see? You have said that I am not
foolish and that you are going to devour me. Is that correct? At what time to you plan on
devouring me? Show yourself to me. Show yourself
to me in my visions. I see a cube of mist, or something, moving through an object, it is almost as if the lighted cube of mist was in liquid form, gel form, as it moved through something, the thing that it moved through became lifeless after it was done, I look up and there is something moving above me, around it is a large spiraling mist, Choronzon, show yourself. Choronzon, you have not devoured
me. Answer my questions then. In a previous Aethyr, I talked
to those that guarded against dark beings that came forth from your
domain. These beings not having a soul, could you please explain further
what these beings are? Do you bring life to this dark?
So that it my follow your commands? And then you send forth these
beings of darkness to do battle against those that wish to defend against
the Abyss? What is your purpose? Why do
you battle (them)? So, it is your purpose, with
these beings of dark that you send forth, to battle with those that
protect against the Abyss? It is your purpose to advance upon those
beings and devour them? Why do you not go there yourself? Are you not allowed out of the
dark? So if the gates were open to
the four watchtowers, you would not be able to enter? So you would, in fact, be able
to enter if the gates were open? What are your attributes here
within this Abyss? Could you be more specific as
to what you devour? And those that come through
here, are those beings of the Earthly realm? Are there other beings, not
of the Earthly realm, that come here that you devour? So, it is your job to devour
those Earthly beings that come here, that are not the foolish ones? Is it your job to devour those
Earthly beings that come here? And if those Earthly beings
are foolish, you make the decision whether or not to eat them? If those beings are not foolish,
then your decision is to eat them? I am not foolish, yet you have
not eaten me. Could you please explain this? And why am I not to be eaten?
Please be specific. Is that because you are unable
to eat me? or where you commanded not to eat me? Why can you not eat me? Do not all men of the Earthly
realm carry the light of God within them? Then how do I differ then those
others that come here, that you do devour? Choronzon, this is my fourth
time within the Abyss, two times (from) my physical body <near death
experiences> and once before within another Enochian working, do
you recall all the previous three times that I have been here? The first two times that I was
here, I was pulled out of the Abyss. Could you please explain why I
was pulled out of the Abyss? So both of those previous times
that I was in the Abyss, was there an angel with me that pulled me out? And you allowed this angel within
your realm? Could you not, in fact, devour
this angel that came within this realm? The third time that I came to
this Abyss, within another Enochian Aethyr, did I also have an angel
with me at that time? Why did you not devour me at
that time? So in my previous, third time
here, I was not of the right light that you could devour me? And of this visit here, does
that apply as well? And on this visit here, is there
an angel with me? Speak clearly that I might hear you. Is there an angel
with me now, within this Aethyr? Is this angel a separate being
with me in this Abyss? Or is this angel within myself? You allow this angel to be here
with me? Explain yourself then? Do you know the name of the
angel that is with me? What is the name of that angel
that is within and without me? Is it, in fact, the angel that
pulled me out on my first two visits here? Was that T--R? Do you know the name of that
angel that pulled me out on the first two visits here, when my physical
body was not allowed to be? Ah-Mar-Ree-O, is the name of
the angel that pulled me out of the Abyss twice, my first two visits
here? Ah-Mar-Ree-O. And this angel
is separate from T--R, that is now here with me now? Do you have any words of wisdom
for me, Choronzon? Thank you for your time Choronzon,
even though you wish to devour me, you have answered my questions well.
Is there anything that you would wish of me in return? I will not be able to fulfill
your wishes At this time I will bring myself
out of the Abyss, and back into my body I see a mist floating up through a portal and I go up through it. I come out above some water, above are white large rocks, (there is a) gaping black mouth of like an alligator that may be Choronzon as well Be Gone! And I am back License to Depart End: 10:27 p.m. PDT
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