Operant / Seer: Fra. DD

Incense: Abramelin
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Start: 9:08 p.m. PST

Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos
LBRP
LBHex
Purification & Consecration

Declaration of Intent
Samekh
1st Call of the Aethyrs
Fundamental Obesance
12 Banners
2nd Call of the Aethyrs
Spirit Angles
Call of the Aethyr – TOR

TOR, TOR, TOR…
I am looking up, from within a crater, the sky is yellow, as I look down, there is this darkness within the crater, the ground is lit from the sunlight above
There is a bubbling pool, possibly of lava, flowing out of it in a small stream,
The stream now appears to flow up and out of the crater, small crater, out onto what appears to be scales, like an eye, of possibly a lizard creature.
I see two flowing channels, (I am floating) around, I chose to the right
I come out of an eye, it is the left eye of a person, almost a child-like body with receding hair
I am floating in space with the sun above me, I right myself up, I am now floating or flying next to a comet, there is a person within that comet

What is your name? Please tell me your name so that I might hear it legibly.
Are you T--R? <my HGA>
“Yes”

You are hesitant with your “yes” answer, Are you T--R? Do not deceive me
“Yes, I am T--R”
I put on my robe and hook my cup on, and my collection of swords from previous Ayrs.

T--R, what is your purpose here in this 24th Aethyr of TOR?
“To understand the nature of your being”

You are the angel of my being, you should have understanding of my being as such, what is your purpose here in TOR?
Please speak legibly so that I might understand you clearly
“To let you know that all is not well”

And to which? Tell me what is not well
“There are those that cannot see the errors of their mis-judgement”

And how do these others affect me, that you must give warning?
“They will have impact on your future”

And what impact will these others have on my future, that you much come here and warn me of such?
Please be specific and detailed.
“There will come a time when you cannot free yourself from the mire that they create”

How might I avoid this mire of others? What can be done?
“You must make the way smoother”

By what actions might I make the way smooth?
“You need to see the truth behind their actions”

How will seeing the truth behind their actions help me avoid the mire, that I will not be able to get out of, from these others?
“You must walk away and see the truth from the distance”

     <private conversation with my HGA>

Do you have any words of wisdom to depart upon me T--R?
“You have to carry yourself through the hurtles of the coming campaign”

Anything Else?
“You are not alone in your ways”

Does that mean that I am not alone in the view or way that I think about situations?
(no answer)

      <private conversation with my HGA>

T--R, is there any words, any other wisdoms that you can bestow upon me at this time, on my travel through the Aethyrs, on my travel through this specific Aethyr of TOR? Please speak clearly that I might understand you.
“You have the know <knowledge>, to carry on”

T--R, I thank your words of wisdom and your warning, and your answers to my questions, you may depart, for we will speak again. Again, Thank You.

And now let me see visions within TOR
I see hands in the sky, they are opening up, they were together, as they open up, gold droplets fall from them, hit the ground
It is night, the ground is dark, the gold droplets are bright, like a small fire
They land upon a structure that looks like a Tee Pee, It just has the supports up (wooden poles), there is no cover, there are several droplets of gold on the Tee Pee frame, the rest are around it.
I am now seeing the eye, of what looks like a dog, to be more specific, a happy dog
I am now just rolled down to possibly a whirlpool or tunnel, it is actually going down, in the bottom, there is something coming up, it looks like a giant golden Stele’ coming out of the water, there is a throne, and it is empty, the throne is of dark wood. The Stele’ and the throne came up and there is a pedestal beneath (them)
I am now out of that chamber, I am seeing waterways, I see a lake, there is a bluish green hue to it, On the lake is a, what appears to be a duck, (it has a) very, very long beak on it
I now see another bird, it almost had the beak of an eagle but more of a buzzard, it had a plume of feathers above its head, right above its head

TOR, TOR, I am here in search of a guide, show me as such
I am in a hallway, there is a large round wheel in front of me, I don’t see it from the side, but from where the tread might be on an actual wheel
There is a person fleeing off to my left hand side, As I look down, there is a whirlpool with a large furry clawed, large claws, as I look in the whirlpool, there is a beast climbing out (of it), the bottom (of the whirlpool) closes and there is water down there
The beast, if he was one, fell down into the water, which now looks like it is actually mercury, silver in appearance. Out of the mercury, coming straight up, there is at first a temple face, it is more of a coffin shape piece, ornately carved stone, it raises, and the base seals of what would be the (sides of the ) well (that) the whirlpool was in
On top of it, near the head, there is, carved into the stone, an image of a temple, large statues in front of (the temple), large pillars behind the statues, there is an opening, I am not sure if it is in that temple or not.
It is like a mine, almost, as I went in, I could see workers coming out carrying, (what look) like white logs, probably about 5 feet long,
As I look up, I seem to be around an earthen tunnel going up, it goes up and there are wooden boards across it as if there is a wooden floor above it, I come up through the floor and I am in a building, it has large canisters in it, probably 5 ½ to 6 feet in height, maybe 3 feet in diameter around the widest part, I look down and see an intricate toy, (made) of china, Ornately decorated, the top part is spinning around, two arms coming off of it, there was what appeared to be a small female like doll

TOR, TOR, show yourself
I see am image of a man, his face hidden by half shadow, a woman with a large hat on, the woman does not appear to be as a guide, the man in the shadow appears as such

What is your name? What is your name? Please answer me so that I might hear you clearly
“My name is Dee-Hed-Ro-Shin”

And what is your purpose here in the 23rd Aethyr of TOR, Dee-Hed-Ro-Shin? What is your purpose?
“I am the one that sees”

Yes, you are the one that sees, but why do you watch and what do you watch for?
“I watch for the ones that come, that cannot handle the ways of the Ayr”

And what do you do for the ones that cannot handle the ways of the Ayr?
Once you see one of these beings, what is you course of action?
“I set upon them and I guide them to where they might be freed of this place”

As I have seen you within this Aethyr, am I one of those that is in need of your guidance?
“No”

Do you have any words of wisdom that I may partake of from you?
“You must know the way, before taking your place in the Ayr”

Could you describe or tell me, what do you mean by “the Way”?
“The Way is the manner in which you carry the way”

What is the Way in this context?
“The Way is…no more” <as if it is unexplainable>

Is the Way that of God? that of the energy of God, that I carry?
“Yes, and the way is always there”

How might I better use the Way to my benefit in these Aethyrs?
“You must be in profound awe”

So, I must be in profound awe of the Way, of energy of God, that is within me?
“Yes”

But I am God myself, so should I be in awe of myself?
“No”

Then, how would I be in awe of the energies of God, called the Way, that is within myself?
“You are confused, and confusing me”

What is your message then, if you are confused, why are you telling me such things?
“You are not God”

I am of God, I carry the energy of God, so therefore I am God. Do you understand?
“Yes, you carry the spark of the Way within you”
“...You may go”

Thank you for your words of wisdom, whether they be confused or not
I will move on, thank you for your time
I am going down a hallway, it has a rounded arch supports (for the ceiling), that are now squared off by timbers, I look out upon, something, it is night, there is a field, there is a golden, like round thing, that appears to be (on the) back of a translucent elephant, that came to the ground, I see more and more of the elephant in front and above me
I am seeing an alligator walking away, its stride and gate is that of a dog,
I am now at a doorway looking in at a cavern, it is carved rough rock that is rounded at top, there is a body crawling on the dirt floor, but he is as of mud himself

What is your name?
The walls of the tunnel burst into flame, there is an opening at the end

What is your name?
“I am the which is walketh upon”

Yes, I can see that you are the mud and the dirt, that is walked upon. What is your name? Please speak clearly that I might understand you
“Da-Art-To-Oa-Ga”

What is your purpose here in the Aethyr, that you must crawl around?
“I am that which creates the space on that which you walk”

So, you are the creator of the earthen ground, which I walk upon. Do you control what is made or is there another that controls your actions and tell you what type of ground to make?
“Yes, I am controlled”

Da-Art-To-Oa-Ga, To whom do you obey the commands of?
“It is the One”

Who is the One?
“The One is the final creator of all”

And does this final creator of all have a name and can you please tell me his or her name?
I see an image of a skull, there was another image before that, but I see a skull, I see a figure translucent of a whitish light

Could you please tell me his name Da-Art-To-Oa-Ga?
“His name is T--"

Is there more to his name?
“His name is T--O”

Is this the name, your name for the one, that you consider as God?
“Yes”

So, this is a name of God, that you have told me?
“Yes”

How does he communicate such commands to you, to create the earthen ground that I might walk on, in this Aethyr?
“He uses others to communicate”

And these others, they come and tell you what to create?
“Yes”

Thank you for your time Da-Art-To-Oa-Ga
I will continue my way through this Aethyr

TOR, TOR
I am in space, I came up through flaming wings of what appeared to be a beetle, a giant flaming beetle, I came up in front of him, between his wings,
I am floating in space, (I see) the sun, I am rotating around the sun, the sun goes from my feet, rotates to the side, of the head
I saw another person floating in front of me, rotating at the same angle I (am)
What is your name?
Wow, it appears to be Knight in armor, it is almost like he is slashing at me with his sword, but it turned out to be a staff with a cross, that he is sticking right in my face
The top of the cross, it appeared to be lighted up in divine light, that was almost like flame, and the rider on the horse hurled it into space, it appeared to be a different rider then the Knight before. The horse is white, with some brown spots on it. The rider rides off and turns, the horse appears now almost a dark chocolate brown (in color), (then) it becomes translucent and then disappears. I can see the translucent shape of the horse and rider, and they depart
I am still floating over perhaps earth, I am zooming along the top of the stratosphere, the earth is above me, I can see clouds rushing by, but I am still in space
I see a chalice, the top cup part seems to be spinning, the base seems to be held up by four images of man, the background is space, but I am taken into a path, on a pathway, on each side there are tree trunks, that are rounded at the base, and go up about 10 feet and are cut off, everything appears golden, except for the pathway which leads into more space.
There is a cloud of gases, off to the left hand side, there appears to be a…like ribbon burning through the sky, I had a glimpse that it was like a large bird, almost that of a phoenix, with a human body and wings spread out, it was very translucent.
It is if I am able to see it once it passes in front of the gaseous, the yellow gasses in space, as it is flying along
Images are now coming to me rapidly, it is now time to leave this Aethyr

I am back in my body

License to Depart

LBHex
LBRP
Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos

End: 10:46 p.m. PST