Operant: Fra. I
Seer: Fra. DD

Start: 7:35 p.m.

Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos
LBRP
LBHex
Purification & Consecration

1st Call of the Aethyr
Fundamental Obesance
2nd Call of the Aethyr
Call of the Aethyr – TEX

I‘ve had lots of visions of water. One was of a water animal, packing around (something) like a torch. An opening on the end
When I looked into it, I went down through a tunnel through a few more places.
Found myself sitting at a table with 4 or 5 other chairs. One chair had a skeleton sitting in it. Went through a few place changes and found myself looking at field with a circle of people with a person in the middle and then there was a large throne coming toward me, carried by people, that had probably a governor inside. That past.

Night time, large cave, I am now flying over some trees. Going down to the ground, there is an opening to a cave.

So you are at this cave now?
Yes near the entrance.

Can you describe the entrance?
Oval shaped entrance, flat on the bottom, overgrown by trees around the top and sides so only the entrance is visible.

Can you enter the cave?
I can only enter about 15 to 20 feet and then I am stopped by darkness.
Thick blanket (of darkness)

In your mind’s eye I want you to give the sign of light
Darkness is gone
I can see down a long corridor
It appears to be stone pillars placed in the corridor, but there are rooms off from the corridor. I went in one room that is another long corridor (hallway)
Came across a large stone face of a Lion.
It’s eyes have fire (shining through them) as if it is a furnace or stove (behind the Lion)
It is flush against the wall.

Is this down one of the side (corridors)?
Yes

What about the main hallway? Where does it go?
It leads into a large cavern

(At) the edge of the cavern where the pathway ends is a small temple carved into the stone.

What does the temple look like?
The doorway has a pointed (arch) top.
Going through the doorway
Off to the left hand side there is a golden statue of what appears to be a Jackal or dog with its mouth open, fangs

Is it like a dog or is it anthropomorphic?
It is a bit anthropomorphic
The room is rather crude in structure like the rest of the caves (cavern)
There is one small room off to the side where there appears to be a throne.

Is there anybody occupying the throne?
No

Is there any writing or anything?
There are stone sarcophaguses on the ground, so it appears to be a burial chamber

Burial chamber? What color is the chamber?
It is the gray of the stone
It has a carved out stone effect
There are no brick on the walls or any thing
There was one skull, that appears translucent like carved crystal.

Can you hear anything?
There is no (one) talking, there is just the rush of air

Can you sense any presence (in there)?
There is a hallway, with kind of diamond shaped cut walls
With a flat roof, at the end of it appears a doorway with a light coming from behind it.

Shall we go down this hallway?
Sure

Lets do
I have just gone through the eyeball of a dead guy, a mummy, within a sarcophaguses

Is this in the room with the light?
Yes

Where are you now?
It appears to be the same or similar room, perhaps at a different time,
There are torches of the wall.
The sarcophaguses is moving down the center of the hallway.

The sarcophaguses is moving?
Yes, as if being pushed

Is there anything pushing it?
It is as if I am on top of the sarcophaguses looking at the front of it. Let me see if I can look at the front.
It appears to be on a mechanical belt, being pulled down (the hallway)

What does the sarcophaguses look like?
Stone sarcophaguses, not too big, shaped like the common coffin.
Now looking at the open sarcophaguses
There is a gold death mask, that is not necessarily in the shape of a human face

What kind of face is it in the shape of?
It is not discernable, it is rather large and oval shape. There is a bird motif at the top
Kind of hawk like, not quite eagle

Kind of hawk like?
I am now over a corridor of water. I appear to be flying, there are ridges on the water, I am still underground, opens up to a big chamber.
There is another alter or temple

What is this temple like?
On the front, there are two large sculptures on either side of the entry way.
Similar to Egyptian motif, a figure of a female on the left and a male on the right

What are the sculptures made out of?
They are carved out of the stone. The surrounding stone

Any particular color?
It is underground, everything is a bit muted.
It is a dark greenish, gray.

Is it the same color as the previous temple?
(No) that one seemed more gray, this one has a more green hugh to it
Almost like weatherized copper, in rock

Is there anything else particular about this new temple?
It is rather ornate, or finished, as the other one was carved (out of the stone walls) this one has flat stones on the ground, the walls are flat

Is there an Alter or a focus of worship?
There are torches on the wall.
The entry goes down a long corridor, There is not ornamentation, but they are flat
It opens up on a small doorway, about 4 or 5 feet in height

Have you gone through the door?
Working on it.

Are you encountering difficulty?
I seem to be in a different chamber that seems more crude, circular in shape, let me see if I can go back to that temple.
I appeared at a different temple, it has two figures on each side,
One is darkened, It has crude rock walls with stairways going down with no lit torches.

Follow the stairs down
They go down and end at a circular platform
Up at the top is another doorway that is covered in a thick black (fog or shadow)
Let me see if I can get rid of that
The ground seems to slope down, it is not flat or carved. But it is round and smooth
It leads down to a water way

What do you see?
The water is very dark and black
I do see an alligator, it has a really skinny pointed mouth, that is long and skinny

I want you to pause for a moment and I want you to do the cabalistic cross from the LPRP and give the sign of the magician.
Out of the water appeared a woman. (Wearing a) fancy headdress, shoulder covering, (encrusted with) a lot of gold and jewels.

Give the Hailing Sign
“What is thy name?”

Is she asking me or is she asking you?
She is asking me
“What brings you here?”

We have come to explore TEX and receive what teaching you have to offer to us
“Who are you?” (to the operant)

I am (Fra I.)
“Were to you hail from”

I hail from M-----, in the earthly realm, I have been trained by the prophets of Thelema
“What are the prophets of Thelema”
“Are they your Gods?”

No, they are teachers
“Why do they teach you thus?”

The answer is not what they teach us thus, but why do we learn thus.
(She shrugged)

What is thy name?
“Tyernia” (Ty-ern-ea)

And where does thou hail from?
“From the sea of thought”

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law, that is the teaching of our prophet
“What is this muck?”

Muck as in what we just said?
Yes

It’s muck
“It’s mired in words with no reflection”

Explain
”Do what thou wilt, implies faith”

Continue
“And the humans have none”

Perhaps you don’t understand what faith is, could you explain faith?
“You hear the words but you don’t know” (as in understand)

“Faith is attainment through learning” (Learning is said with a double meaning of both learned and earned)
“You have come this way before”

I have
“Why do you bother?”

Is the answer important?
“There are other ways to hear the knowledge”

Explain
“You are not sure of yourself and that the knowledge evades you”
I don’t think she likes you

What is your purpose?
“To see and hear, and obliviate the hopes of the begotten.”

What methods do you use?
“To have them, all that come, to hear that the unknown is unattainable”

Is it unattainable?
“No”
She appears to be a guardian thwarted those that are undeserved or unfaithful or hopeful

Is Tyernia your true name?
“No, but it is what she goes by in this form”

At this level, I am sure of myself, and that the knowledge will not evade me,
that you will allow us to pass and gain access to what lies hidden here.
“What level do you think you are at?”

I am beyond this level. I have authority given by the four Kings of the Elemental Tablets, that all being subservient to them, will yield to my will. All being in this realm that is subservient to them, and if need be, I will show you the tokens of that proof.
“No” then she says “you may pass”

Shall we pass
Sure
I appear to be moving down a waterway in a semi-circular tube underground.
Almost feels a bit organic, Like a person swallowing something,
There is a big cavern, There is an island that the water goes around or in the octagonal? rock formations (six sided rock pillars)
At the edge there was a turtle that dove under the water, like a big sea turtle.

Now what do you see?
Now I am in a different corridor, there are guards lined on each side of the corridor with spears.
A voice says
“You have come the wrong way”

Who speaks the voice?
A figure with a veiled face, it has a very feminine form

Where is this figure?
Directly in front of me in the corridor

Spirit, identify yourself
“Why are you here?”

I would know the secret knowledge that lies within TEX
“You cannot be here”

Why is that?
”You do not possess the riches drawn down upon yourself”

Is this Tyernia again?
No answer, so probably yes

I see. I give the sign of my grade
“There is a way”

Explain the way
“You must make toward the opening, near the roof”
“There you will find an answer or a way”

Very well then
I just came back through the dead guy’s eye, the mummy in the sarcophaguses
I am back in that original temple space with the rough cut walls

Do you know the place of which she speaks?
No, but I am heading there
Up near the top, on the inside of the entrance, there is an entry way, going through a small tunnel, which by it’s length should put us out into the main chamber (in front of the temple) but it does not.
It ends up over a large chasm
Looking down, it’s probably 1000 feet down or more

Can you describe the chasm?
A big rock cavern, chasm, maybe water down at the bottom
On the ledge there appears to be a statue, it is not solid, it is like in mist form

Can you describe the statue?
Maybe the statue is invisible, but that I am able to see that it is there.
Almost appears like a pillar of rock, almost feminine in form,

The statue?
Yeah. It has a sword stuck in the top, all the way up to it’s hilt

Can you remove it or do I need to remove it?
It is not something easily concentrated on

Using the formula of ELOHIM, I want you to visualize the statue taking form
I jumped somewhere else, Let me go back
Now it is taking me to another sword, but that is not the one I want
Let me go back to that ledge.
I have pulled it out, the rest of the invisible statue has disappeared.
The handle is hard to hold, almost as if, like two magnets of the same polarity, pushing each other apart.

Is there anything about the sword?
Red grip, the blade actually comes out and expands, widens in a diamond shape

What is happening to it now?
It appears in front of me spinning

It there sentience about it?
No, it is like it has a spell or enchantment on it that makes it difficult to hold and to concentrate on

Oro.. (the 12 names of god) by the authority of the 12 fold names of god, be grippable sword
That seemed to peel away a dark red vapor off the sword that started at the tip back to the hilt.

Is there anything about the sword that you are concerned about now?
Well, it keeps pushing the (vision) to different other swords
The sword is not wanting to be discerned.
I am able to grip it without the felling of repulsion.

Any indication of what now we are to do with it, that we have it in hand?
I want to say lock it away, but it (feels) like a false suggestion

Is the sword a key?
One more solid voice said yes! The other said Nooo (sarcastically)

There are two voices?
Yes
The same voice that said to lock it away said no it wasn’t a key
The more solid voice said yes it was

Do you know the sign of Rending of the Veil?
Yes

Give that sign
That opened up briefly into a hallway with wooden walls and then I was pushed back out

Pushed back out to the chasm?
Just pushed out of the hallway into darkness
(let me try again)
Opened onto a different hallway and then I was pushed out again
I am able to open the doorway but not stay (or enter)

I think we are going to go back and think about this
Go back to where?

Go back to her. I don’t have any other ideas, unless you have any ideas.
Let’s go back to the lady

O.K.
I have the sword at my side

Is this the lady with the veil?
I was thinking the original one

O.K., I have some questions for her anyway, that would be good
Can you call to her with the name she gave (us)?
Tyernia we beseech the to come before us, Tyernia, Tyernia?
“What do you want” (snappy tone to her voice)

Whom have you sworn obediently faith too?
“The king”

Which king?
“The king in the west”
I might remind (the operant) that she might be a trickster, perhaps she is not telling the truth.
“Where are you going”

We are going to TEX
“You are all ready here”

Then show us the secrets of this Ayr
“No” with some explanation that I can’t quite hear

By the 12 fold name of God you will speak clearly so that my Seer can understand you
“There are trials and ordeals that must be obtained first”

Explain them, please
She becomes quiet as if there is no explanation
Perhaps another ruse (may help to open her up)
“There is a sword that leads the way”
She stopped talking

Where does it lead to?
“It leads to unfulfilled riches
It sounds like it is nothing, (empty riches)
“Yu cannot go there without the sword”
I will tell her I have the sword.
I show her the sword and she becomes silent

What is this? (the sword)
“It is the portal way” (as in a key to the portal)

Where is the portal?
She doesn’t answer
I invoke the powers of the 4 Kings
“It is across the seas of thought”
She referenced that the first time we talked to her

How do we obtain passage to the seas of thought?
She doesn’t answer

We obtain it through faith
“Yes”

O.K., I am satisfied for now, lets head back
I am now outside the cave that is covered by (overgrown) trees on the top

Actually, are you back out yet?
What do you want to do?

Let’s turn around and go back for a second
It just dawned upon me that I have a question before we head off
OK I am back at her
She is staring like “what the hell?”

I have a question for you regarding faith
“OK”

You commented, in your earlier statement that we lack faith, You said, to explain faith, that “you hear the words but do not know or understand them” Faith is obtained through learning but at the same time it’s also something that is earned. Our side of reality, faith is something you just do, how do you earn faith?
“There is no faith for man”
Implying the there is not faith for man to earn

And this is the same faith that we must have to cross the sea of thought?
She doesn’t say anything, she just smiles.

It is not as men that we have faith, but as spiritual beings?
She remains silent

Is the earned faith that of Angels?
“Yes”

In the past, I have passed the guardian that kept this Ayr, what has changed that I am unable to do so now?
She doesn’t answer
I get the impression that she is a false guardian, of illusion.

Right, but her job is to obliviate hope
I get the impression that any question to her will come back in opposition to your wants
That her way of blocking people is by obliviating their hope, therefore confusing them, convincing them that they are not able to enter the Ayr, when they can

Let’s call an end to our operation and head back
Are you sure?

Yes, there is some thought I want to give to this

Unless you have a desire to break desire or have an idea to break through?
Let’s end it tonight

By invoking TEX, we have invoked the essence of the Ayr and by getting blocked, we are stuck in whatever we are stuck in, this is the initiation that this experience is (depending) on
I get the impression that the block is only an illusion

I was stuck with the realization that I didn’t know any formulas for (removing) illusions. Are you back here and grounded?
Yes

All spirits, energies, and essences, called forth this night by us, return to your normal and natural places, by the 12 fold name of God, depart from us and our sight, in accordance with our wills, and our command. Amen

LBHex
LBRP

End: 9:26 p.m.