Operant / Seer: DD

Incense: Abramelin
Weather: Warm

Start: 9:06 p.m. PDT

Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos
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Purification & Consecration

Declaration of Intent
Samekh
1st Call of the Aethyrs
Fundamental Obesance
12 Banners
2nd Call of the Aethyrs
Spirit Angles
Call of the Aethyr – TAN

9:43 pm PDT

TAN, TAN…
I see a wheel, almost looks like a projector, an old movie projector. There appeared briefly a figure next to it, I see a head of a person, at first they had, what appeared to be necklaces along their neck, like the African tribe that elongates their neck, then a hand moved away off of the neck, the rings were that of the fingers, I look out at the ocean as it laps against the rocks of the shore, there appears to be a depression against one of the rocks, it has stairs going down, the water rushes down the stairs but does not overflow the rest of it,

I saw a still waterway, as if I was in a boat moving, the water was crystal clear, then (I was) on a walkway I saw a person in front of me, I am being pulled back away from that vision, and again there is a shadowy figure of a person in front of me

What is your name? Speak clearly that I might hear you
“I am that of the One”

And what is your name?
“I am Tau-Tor-Gay”

Tau-Tor-Gay, what attributes do you have here in this 17th Aethyr of TAN?
“I am the one that knows the Way”

What Way is that? Where does this Way that you know of lead too?
“It is the way over the edge”

What is the benefit of knowing the Way and going over the edge?
“It is a way to die and be reborn”

What other attributes do you have here within this Aethyr?
“I carry the burden of man on his travels”

Do you carry the burden throughout the Aethyr? Or just on your pathway?
“On the pathway”

Do you have any words of wisdom for me within this Aethyr that I might take with me?
“Yes”

And what are those word?
“Carry ON”

What is the meaning of your words “Carry ON”?
“Carry ON, the one”

How am I to carry the one, known as ON?
“Be the one that follows the Ways”

What ways should I follow?
“Of the one true God”

Thank you for your time. Is there anything within this Aethyr of TAN that you think I would benefit from?
“Yes”

Could you take me to this place and provide me a vision there of?
I am in Space, there is something ahead of me, almost looked like and egg and a yoke, with the top opened up, kind of mechanically, and something came out, almost spiral like, and now I just dipped below it and saw the spinning center, and the mechanics of this thing that I see, as I look down into it, I see the center spindle is spinning and there is like a crows nest (like on a ship) on top of that, below it are three or four layers of rings that are all spinning, each with a fence or possible a seat back to them,

My vision has changed, I am in Space, but I look up and there appears to be an edge on the Space, with head of a creature that looks like a mole or a badger pulling down the edge of Space, as if it were paper,

I see a face in front of me, sunken flesh turning into a skull, as the mouth opens, I view in to what appears to be a clearing with a large oak tree, as I still view into the mouth of the skull, I see a tunnel, that I am now in, it has flat walls, flat roof of stone, I appeared to be in a room for a while, but now I am in seeing a ledge, possibly a stone ledge, with a figure on it, the feet dangling off (the ledge), and below it is the Earth, as if the ledge is high in the stratosphere

TAN, TAN, show me your visions…
I am in Space, I look down and see two long, what looks like sticks with feet on the bottom that appear to be legs, very mechanical in the way they walk, I can just see the legs down and they are cylindrical, and the same size (from the top of the leg to the bottom)

Again, I am seeing the edge of Space as it appears water is crashing down, like a wave from the ocean, unfurling the edge of Space, that edge now becomes the edge of a face of a bird, the feathers begin just behind the head of the bird, almost vulture-like, almost raven-like,

I am now very small and I am looking up at a sword, there is a man there holding the sword with a turban on his head, above that is a large eyeball that is blinking, as I back away, the figure was distorted, the face of the figure was distorted, in an indescribable (way),

Now I seeing through an A frame archway, there is a stream, I am now flowing through the stream backwards, there are rounded archways over the top of it at intervals of about 20 feet,

TAN, TAN, share with me your visions, TAN…
I see somewhat like a pyramid, it is a pyramid with a flaming or shining top, the edges of the pyramid have been built up, looks like possibly large steps or images of flame made out of stone, I see a reflection of a dagger or sword in the water, the hilt guard is rounded and pointed towards the edge, it has an ornate handle, Wow… I reach out and grab the sword and instantly am upside down, my head floating inches above the water, I now see a figure in a dark cloak or gown, sitting in a chair, the edges of the chair jutting out by his head, his or her head, the figure is covered in dark cloth

What is your name? Speak so that I might hear you clearly.
“I am Ta-Tar-Sla” that was said with kind of a feminine voice

What are your attributes here within this Aethyr? What duties do you have?
“I carry the burdens of man”

Why do you carry the burdens of man?
“It is carried to the Scales of Life”

The burden of man is on one side of the scales, correct?
“Yes”

What is on the other side of the scales that it is balanced against?
“It carries the joy of man”

And is there such a person that carries the joy of man to the scales as well?
“Yes”

Do you have other attributes within this Aethyr?
“No”

Do you have any words of wisdom that you could offer to me?
I hear a “No” and a “Yes” at the same time, the Yes last longer then the No, it was a quick No followed by a Yes

You have given me a mixed answer to my question. If you have words of wisdom, please speak them now.
“There are no ways to compare what you have with who you are”
“The world is but folly”
“There is only one way to judge you and that is by your soul”
“The soul carries you through this life”
“It brings with it the experience of other lives”
“These carry who you are now”
“Only the soul remains”

In this incarnation of my life now, is it possible to influence or act upon or change my soul?
“Yes”

So I am able to affect my soul in each lifetime, but you say that it is the soul itself that is weighed on the balance?
“No”
“The soul carries the weights”

So the soul itself, carry the weight of burden and of joy that are then weighed on the scale?
“Yes”

Thank you for your time, if you could, I wish to talk to the entity that carries the (weight) of joy
“Yes”

Please take me there
I had a brief image that looked like Darth Vader, I am rotating around in circles in Space, there appears to be a flat disc below me composed of Space, I see something come up, there is a cylinder in the middle with four supports coming down at angle, in the center would be like a glass cylinder with bubbles coming up, there may be an image or entity within it, I now see am image of a small child wearing Victorian clothing, curly blonde hair, I am upside down, I right myself, I see a Victorian carriage with a child within it, the child is dressed in white.

I see an image of a throne, there is a small boy within it, brown hair, curly hair, dressed almost as a Roman would dress

What is your name?
“Tawn-Car-Or”

Tawn-Car-Or, what are your attributes within this Aethyr? What are your jobs and duties?
“I carry the joy”

And to where do you carry the joy?
“To the scales”

What is joy balanced against on the scales?
“Burden”

In man, where does the burden and the joy be carried within a person?
“It is the soul”

Do you have any other attributes here within this Aethyr? Any other duties or responsibilities?
“No”

Do you have any words of wisdom within this Aethyr that I might take with me?
“Yes”
“There is nothing but joy and burden”
“Only those (joy and burden) are worth the time”
“You do not have to carry other things”
“They are not weighed”

Thank you for your time. Is there anything within this Aethyr, that you think I should see, that might benefit me?
“No”

Thank you for your time, I will be moving on
TAN, TAN...
I am in a tunnel or tube, it has a flat floor, under the water, I am moving at high speeds, overhead is clear glass, holding the water back, I have come to some type of station as if I was on a train before, the ground is of concrete or stone, I see flames and I look up, it is coming from a figure that almost appeared flying, but is on their stomach, at first it was a woman, then it became like a muscle bound man with dark hair, I see an empty chair, I had a brief image of a very small, maybe foot high woman on it, carrying a spear, chairs have become like a wicker rocking chair

At this time, I am going to pull myself back into my body
I see an image of a large man, almost zombie in appearance, his mouth gapes open, I see a cave with water, and a wooden pathway or dock, I look around the cave and I see a ring on a finger or on a hand, in the water, it appears to be a hand made of stone, I am now seeing images of horses running around a ledge on a cliff, I see an eye of an indescribable face

At this time I will bring myself back into my body
I am back

License to Depart

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Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos

End: 10:19 p.m. PDT