Operant / Seer: Fra. DD

Incense: Abramelin
Outside Weather: Rain & Cold

8:38 p.m. Start

LBRP
LBHex
Purification & Consecration

Declaration of Intent
Samekh
1st Call of the Aethyr
Fundamental Obesance
12 Banners
2nd Call of the Aethyr
3rd Call of the Aethyrs
Opening of the Seals
Call of the Aethyr – RII

I’m looking down at what appears to be a modern road
I’m coming up to an entrance of a cave surrounded by a forest
I’m now in the canopy of the forest, of large trees.
I am continuing to walk through the forest.
Ahead of me I see a large caterpillar-like animal, about 6 or 7 feet long and maybe 2 feet high.
I see a person squatting and then they stand up. It appears to be a male child.
They have directed me to a base of a large tree.
And now I have floated above the trees and continue to rise.
I am now looking down upon the planet.
I see a land mass that is unknown, but it appears to North America of some time.
I can see a narrow connecting land bridge that leads down to another large body of land. (South America)
I am now under the water looking up and there is a light above.
Going through the water, I am in a channel within a cave.
I continue to go up through, what appears to be a mountain.
I am back in that channel, going through the round cave.
Seems fairly organic, much like me previous experiences.
It ends in a whirlpool. I go down the whirlpool into more tunnels.
I had a brief image of a submarine
I see a light, I am going through (an opening)
I am back out. I am back out by the forest in the river.
Once again urinated out of the body.

I am drawn to a rather large tree, a very old and large Oak. (not quite an Oak)

On the ground in front of me appears to be some type of pig or boar. With a scaly, green pointed (at the nose) mask on. It runs away.

I see a close up image of an eye. It is a black wolf. It is running as if being chased. I see an image of a large brown dog. (like a Rhodesian Ridgeback). I get the impression that it is chasing the wolf.

(my mind is being distracted by the noises in the building)

I am back under the water. The water appears to be a large river. I look up and see that I am in a large gorge with rock cliff faces on either side. The gorge closes up and I am back shooting through the water tube again. I see an opening and go through it.

I am back out into the open again. Once again urinated out.

I see a figure upon a large wooden cross with a large wall of fire burning behind it.
The figure is a man dressed in black, white hair, clean shaven, in his 30’s or 40’s.

What is your name?
“ I am of the Orizenn”        <oresa = darkness>

What is Orizenn?
“The undead messengers of God”

What do you mean by undead?
“Death eludes them” (the Orizenn)
“Death cannot find him”

What is your name?
“I am Hearkazon”

What is you purpose?
“I seek those that follow”

Follow what?
“Those that follow the way of the One”

What guidance can you give me?
“There is no way to go”
(at this time I put my robe on and hook my golden cup onto my belt)

Again, what assistance can you give to me?
“There is no way to follow the path without a guide”

Are you my guide?
“No”

Where might I find a guide?
(again) Where might I find a guide?
“There is a guide to the North”

Show me.

I see a large tree with a hollow or cave within it. I go through the opening of the cave. There is a bug on one of the walls on the right side. (This is the hollow inside the tree)

There is a man. Behind him is a large winged shadow that stands up before the man does. The man has large (white) wings, dressed in white, strongly built, blonde hair, strong facial features.

Are you my guide?
“I am that and more”

What do you mean by more?
“I am the one you have been looking for”

What is your name?
(no answer)’

What is you name?
“You know my name”

I take the cup from my belt and hold it out in front of him. I fill it with water and offer it to him as drink. He takes the cup, drinks the water and hands it back to me. I put it back onto my belt.

What is your name?
(again) What is your name? Do not deceive me.
(he refuses to answer)

You said that you were my guide and more, what do you mean by more?
“I am the one you are looking for”

Yes, you said that before, What are you?
(no answer)

Again, I will ask more clearly, what type of being are you?
“I am that which can be seen only by you”

Very well, is your name T--?
“Yes, sort of”

Is there more to your name?
Could you please say it clearly to me?
“T--R”

T--R, is that your name?
“As you know it (to be)”

T--R, what is your purpose?
“To guide you on your quest”

Which quest are you talking about?
“Of that of Life and Light”

T--R, are you an angel?
“Yes”

T--R, are you my angel?
(no answer)

T--R, are you my Guardian Angel?
Please answer me so that I may hear you.

Are you my Holy Guardian Angel?
(he refuses to answer)

Are you the angel associated with my being?
“Yes”

Are you an angel or a daimon?
“Angel”

Have you any words of wisdom for me? Any messages you would like me to hear and understand?
“There’s not so much the worry in the way”
“Life is happy, do not dwell on the shortcomings”
“There are others that need or depend on you”
“You must overcome the pain”
“There are no easy shortcuts”
“There is only one way now”
“There is more then you know”

T--R, You have manifested yourself in the 29th Aethyr of RII, as a guide and as a Holy Guardian Angel, what visions of RII would you have me see?

There is a cavern with the water flowing down, falling back into the cavern, I am swept down the water backwards, looking up.
Looking up at the cavern, it appears to be an eye.
Falling away…

There appears to be a woman in bed. She is old and dead with dark, gray skin (like that of a mummy) I look into her dark empty eye sockets. The flesh melts away and a skull is left with tatters of flesh remaining.

There is a barrel (in the room) I look in the barrel and it is filled with water or oil
I see something (shining) in the bottom of it.
It is a sword.
I reach in a pull it out. The handle is round, with a rounded top. The handle is wrapped in black. The hilt or guard had an image of wings on each side.
(The blade is about 36 inches or so, about 1¼ inches wide).

I see an image of the hand of the man who put it in the water (for hiding) He is a large man with large strong hands and arms. He is kneeling away from me in mourning as he puts the sword into the water. I can only see his arm and his upper back.

The man is the husband of the wife that is dead in the bed.

Black smoke filled the room and I find myself in the water. I woman arises from the water. She is wearing nice tight clothes. Her face appears dead. Her face is a fleshy skull.

What is your name?
“I am she”

Are you the lady in the bed?
Are you the lady that was in the bed?
“I am”

This sword hidden by your husband, what can you tell me of it?
“It is a sword of protection, it bears no marks upon it, it cannot be destroyed?

For what purpose is such a sword?
“To protect the undefiled”

Is this sword given to me as a gift?
“yes”

I thank you for your gift.
Is there any message that you would have for me?
“There is more to discover in the creases of the sheets”

I thank you for your time and your gifts. I wish to return back to where I was and look at the sheets

I am back in the room with the bed with the dead lady in it. I pull back the sheets.
Beside her body is something with a triangular base, almost like a bottle. The top of the bottle appears to have a skull on it

What is this?
“It is the Water of Desire”

Why does the Water of Desire have a threatening skull on top?
“To remind man of his mortality”

What effect does the Water of Desire have upon man?
“It entices him to act?
(I put the bottle of water into my cloak on the left side)

I wish to contact T--R again

I see an entrance to an old house, made of stone, with a peaked doorway,
In the back of the house in a rock wall there is an undefined figure.

T--R?
(no answer)

I see a book that is closing.
On the front cover is a small shield of red (a ruby?) It is about 1 ¾ inches in size.
It has an image on the shield in red with a lighter orange background within it.

What is this book?
(again) What is this book?
“It is the Book of Days”

What is the purpose of this book?
“To know the day”

To know which day? To which day does this book reference?
“The day of reckoning, the day of death”

This book that shows the day of death and reckoning. My name is located within. Show me.

The book opens. There are sheets of paper attached to each page of the book. When a page is open, there are faces that appear to stand out on each attached paper. When the book is closed, the papers flatten out.
The book is opened up, there are no attached papers on it. I can see the center of the opened book, but cannot see the pages or any writing there on.

Show me.
Show me the book.
Show me the pages where my name is listed.

There are vines coming out of the book that are of shadow. The booked is closed and the shadowy vines disappear.
The cover is leather with images in-grained upon it.

Am I not allowed to see my own name?
“The book is for the living dead”

The living dead, do you mean those that are beyond death, those that death cannot find?
“yes”

Is this book a gift to me?
(again) Is this book a gift to me?
“yes”

I reach down and pick up the book and put it within my cloak.

Once again, I ask for T--R to come forth.
Show yourself

I see a figure flying high in the sky, like he is coming through the stratosphere. I am also flying directly above him. It is a figure of a man, but I do see a brief vision of wings around the figure as it hurtles toward the earth at fast speeds.

Are you T--R?
“Yes”

Is there more for me to see in this realm? In the Aethyr of RII?
“No”

I thank you for your presence T--R, we shall converse more (later)
Is there any last thing I need to know before I leave tonight? Are there any messages you would like to give (to me)?
“There should be some time for Love”
“Let the Love envelope you”
“Allow the time to happen”
“There is nothing but Love”

Thank you T--R.

I see his wings spread out and he floats upwards, as the clouds withdraw, into the starry night sky.

I see a whirlpool and go through it . I am flying over waterfalls. Flying up river.
There is a mountain with water running down it and on each side of the water are large stairs.

I have come out of an eye of a smiling boy with brown hair.

I will now bring myself back into my body

Thank you to those spirits that have shown themselves to me, and those that have arrived unseen, allow yourself to depart, be that we depart on friendship.
Please depart.

LBHex
LBRP
Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos

End 10:24 p.m.