Operant / Seer: DD

Incense: Frankincense and Myrrh
Weather: Overcast

Start: 10:47 p.m. PDT

Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos
LBRP
LBHex
Purification & Consecration

Declaration of Intent
Fundamental Obesance
Spirit Angles
Call of the Aethyr – LIL

11:15 p.m. PDT

LIL, LIL, show me your visions…
I see a dark mask in black Space, the eyes are lit up, (I see) the mask from the side and then it swings around to the front, I have passed through a layer of something, a thin layer, out into the darkness of Space, and then I pass back through another layer, (I saw something that) appeared planetary, but was actually and eyeball, the lens of an eyeball, then I moved through the actual eyeball itself,

I see a stream running down a hill, off to my right ahead of me, there is a pathway along (it), there is a person walking on that pathway, beyond the stream is a hill that goes up, I stop the person, and walk around her, the background becomes a hazy red (color)

What is your name? Speak clearly that I might hear you. What is your name?
<A really light feminine voices says>
“I am She of One”

Do you have a name? Please speak clearly and louder so that I might hear you properly. What is your name?
“My name is On-Na-Toe…..” ? <I did not hear the last part of her name>

Could you speak clearly that I might hear your entire name.
Your first part is On-Na correct?
“Yes”

What is the rest of your name?
“On-Na-Tope”

Is your name On-Na-Tope?
“Yes”

On-Na-Tope, what are your attributes here within LIL?
“It is to walk the ways of the river”

What is the purpose of walking the river?
On-Na-Tope, what is the purpose of walking the ways of the river?
How does it benefit you?
“It is the way that I do my work”

This work that you talk of, could you please be more specific on what this work is?
“The work is the ways of the river”
“I carry the ways forward to the beginning”’
I get the impression that she is downstream and carries the waves or wave energy to the top of the stream

Is that correct On-Na-Tope?
“No”

How do you carry these waves?
No answer

Do you have any words of wisdom for me in this Aethyr of LIL?
“Yes”
“Know that the waves are ever flowing”
“The waves contain the purity that is the heart of God”
“The waves do not flow to those that cannot see within themselves the heart of God”
“The waves are made and they are form”
“They carry within them the Light of God”
“They….” She stops talking

When you say the waves carry or are of form, do you refer to them (as) in a creative manner, that they carry the ability to create form?
“No”

What do you mean by form then? Please be specific.
“The form of man is not to be tempered by the way of darkness”

Is that correct?
“Yes”

Where does this darkness come (from) that might temper man?
“The darkness is of the other”
“The darkness is not for man”

What of this other? Who is this other? Does this other have a name?
“The others of the deep, of the Beast”

So man should not be tempered by the darkness of the Beast, is that correct?
“Yes”

Why should man not be tempered by this darkness?
“Man must be pure to see the way”
“Man must be pure to feel the waves”

Are both those sentences correct?
“No”
“Man must be pure to see the way”
“Man cannot find the waves without the Heart of God within them”

So, man first must find the Heart of God within themselves before the waves are directed to him?
“No”

Is it that man must have the Heart of God within himself before he can accept the waves, is that correct?
“Yes”

Those that have been tempered by the darkness are not able to find the Heart of God within themselves”
“Yes”

And therefore not able to accept the waves?
“Yes”

Those that have been tempered by darkness, is there a way with which they might regain their purity and find within them the Heart of God?
“Yes”

Could you please tell me how someone might regain their purity?
“Man un-pure, must desire nothing”
She stops talking

Could you please be more specific? I am unclear as to what you mean.
“Man un-pure, must desire nothing”

If a man is un-pure, wouldn’t he be desiring to be pure? And would this not affect what you have told me?
“No”

So, an un-pure man, who has been tempered by darkness, must not desire anything, is that correct?
“No”

Could you please be specific then, I will ask my original question, how does a man tempered by darkness, who is un-pure, become pure enough to discover the Heart of God within themselves?
“Man un-pure should desire nothing that is without” (outside themselves)
“Man must only desire that which is within”
“Man cannot have both”

So, are you saying the man, tempered by darkness, should not lust for worldly things, but instead desire within, for the Heart of God?
“Yes”

So, once an un-pure man has desired within for the Heart of God, are there any other actions he must perform?
“He must become God with one, that is his heart”
“Man may not do so unless he becomes pure”

Once man has become pure or is pure to begin with, he is then able to accept these waves, what affect have upon man?
“They carry the light of God to man”

So, if man finds the Heart of God within himself, he then must all ready have the Light of God within him, correct?
“Yes”

So, these waves bring additional energy or Light of God to man of pure heart”
“Yes”

And this additional Light of God, how does this benefit man?
“No” as if she is not going to answer

Will this additional Light of God benefit man upon the Earthly realm?
“No”

So, this additional Light of God will help man beyond the Earthly realm?
“Yes”

Does this additional Light of God from the waves help man once he has left the Earthly realm through death?
“Yes”

I have talked previously with an entity of God who gave out additional Light to man. Do the waves carry the same light as this entity?
“No”

The previous entity gave the Light of God to man after his death, these waves actually give the Light of God to man while he is still alive?
“Yes”

And thus, once he has this additional Light of God, it helps him after his death upon the Earthly realm?
“Yes”

Does this additional Light help him move forward toward God?
“No”

How does this additional Light help man after his death from the Earthly realm?
“No” <she is not going to tell me>

Do you have any other words of wisdom for me?
“No”

Thank you for your time and your wisdom. Is there anything within this Aethyr of LIL that you wish (I see) or you believe might help me?
“Yes”

Could you please show me those visions at this time?
“Yes”

I am going up passing through a thick layer, maybe a 10 foot thick layer of what looked like volcanic rock or black sponge material, up above in the sky, I could see the sun shining through, I look up now and see <wow…> and eyeball, I move up through that, out into Space almost, I look back and it is almost as if the eyeball…, the space around the eyeball has pulled back in upon itself, where the eyeball was, I could see energy being pulled to it as well as energy coming out of it, I look off to the left and I see an eyeball within a face, as the eyelid opens up, the entire eyeball is lit up with bright glowing energy, the face is of an older man, I see another eyeball, it almost appears like it is a mask, but as the eyelid comes down, the mask or face is really dark, like a tarnished dark bronze, almost blackened

LIL, LIL, LIL…
<wow> I see what looked like walls of light coming up around me, as I was saying (LIL), each time (I said LIL) it was getting stronger, as I look in the wall of light it is almost as if it is a line of beings, almost like it is an army lined up, they are kind of skeleton-like in appearance, but of light, each one has a large rectangular shield in front of them, as I pass by, they bow down, I as I pass by I see…., <where did they go?> it is as if the images of light was a row of people (beings) and then they became all dressed in black and dark, and in between two of them was a small child of light, I wouldn’t say bright light, I seem to be spinning now, I am in Space over a cloud, a gaseous cloud, it almost took on a human face and pushed out

I appear to be in a hallway, kind of narrow, there are candles on either side, the walkway is narrow, it is almost as if it is an escalator moving me forward, there are small glass bowls with candles within them, the candles line the corridor, I move forward into a room with many doors, the doors are open and I can look through them and there are more doors behind them, so there are rooms and rooms connected behind each door,

It was almost as if I was in Space and there was a ring of energy exploding outward, I went through another layer, almost like an eyeball, I am now being sucked back in to something, <oh, cool…> I looked up and the ceiling was pulsating and there was an opening up there and when things would tighten up or pulse out, it would close (down) into the shape of a cross the was lighted up, and that shape itself became a woman or a small child.

What is your name?
“My name is On-Na-Tray”

On-Na-Tray, what are you attributes here within this Aethyr of LIL?
“I am she that carries the Way”

Are you different then On-Na-Tope, that I saw earlier?
“No”

So, you are On-Na-Tope, also known as On-Na-Tray?
“Yes”

You have shown yourself to me a second time. Do you have additional words of wisdom for me?
“Yes”

Speak them now.
“Know that the child is of the One”
“The child is not as one, but all”
“It is not the child you seek, but it is the way at which he has become one” <or the one>

How might I find the way to become the One, as this child has done?
“Search for the light within the Heart of God”

I carry the Heart of God within me. So, I should search for the Light within myself?
“Yes”
“Know that the Light will bring you to a place that is One”
“The Light within will show the Whole and the None”
“The Light within is God”
“The Light within carries None, or no qualities”
“It is of the All”

Could you provide assistance or instructions on communicating and finding this Light within the Heart of God?
“No”
“The Heart of God is all the is needed”
“The Heart of God is there for you to be undone”
“There cannot be two, there can only be One or None”
“One is None within itself”

So, would you say the One is represented by the dot within a circle, that in None?
“Yes”

So, that within the Heart of God, I should find the Light to either be the dot or the infinite circle?
“Yes”

Is there a difference between the dot and the infinite circle?
“No”

Both the One and the None carry the same qualities of God?
“Yes”

So, between the One and the None, there is no difference?
“Yes”

Do you have any other words of wisdom for me?
She doesn’t really respond (with words), it is more on the “No” side then “Yes”

Are there any other visions within this Aethyr that you feel I should see, that would benefit me?
“No”

Very well then, thank you for your time. I shall explore this Aethyr a little bit more.
“No”
“No”
“No”

So, you have given me information about the One and the None, and you feel I should not explore this Aethyr further, correct?
“Yes”

There is more here to see. Why should I not see more?
“More will not provide more” <as in more information>
“There is no more for you to see”
“Know that what you seek is within the Heart of God”
“That the Heart of God is within man”
“The Heart of God is now without travesty”

What do you mean by that?
“The Heart of God in man may be tempered by the darkness”

Do you have any other words of wisdom for me? Do you have anything else to communicate?
“Yes”

Please do so then.
“The heart of man is the Heart of God”
“Man must know that he is God”
“Man must carry the waves of God further” <as in beyond>
“Man must know that all is One and None”
“Man must know that there is naught and aught”
“Man must know the ways of the One”
“Man must know that the waves carry through to the end”

To the end of what?
“To the end of re-uniting with the aught or the none”
“Man must be One and None”
“Man is the form that God is on Earth”
She stops talking

So, the child that I have seen within this Aethyr is merely a representation of the way of the One and the None?
“No”

Could you please again tell me what the child represents?
“No”

So, you have said that there is no more to see within this Aethyr that could provide me with additional information, is that correct?
“Yes”

On-Na-Tope, are you known by other names, other then On-Na-Tray?
“Yes”

Is there a name that men of the Earthly realm commonly call upon you with?
“Yes”

Could you give me that name?
“Yes”

Speak it now please.
“It is Baa-Bo-Leen” <Baa as in “Bad”>

Do men also commonly call you Babalon?
“No”

You say that men of the Earthly realm call you Baa-Bo-Leen?
“Yes”

What region of the Earth do men know you by Baa-Bo-Leen?
“It is along the eastern waters of the blackened sea” <the Black Sea?>
“There men know me by Baa-Bo-Leen?

What is the meaning of the name Baa-Bo-Leen?
“No”

Any other words of wisdom, anything else you wish to communicate before I leave this Aethyr?
“No”

Thank you for your time.
At this time….
I see a golden crown, upon it is a serpent, a cobra, the cobra is glowing with energy,
I see an image of a glowing man, (he has a) long beard, dressed in robes, with a hat on his head, all of glowing energy, he turns and looks at me and then fades back into blackness

At this time I will bring myself back into my body
I see an ocean beach, waves hitting the shore

At this time I will bring myself back into my body!
I am back.

License to Depart
LBHex
LBRP
Apo Pontas Kakodaimonos

End: 12:08 a.m. PDT